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I do this stuff because I am good at it. And I do have to give credit to my current local friends Tom Troyer and Nick Hazelwood. Thanks to them, I am able to bring these snapshots here. I currently have very little due to unforeseen "things" that have occurred. This in turn has caused me to move back here. Most of my current friends are elsewhere, either back in Melbourne or in other places around the United States and/or Europe. Cars and fatties are my things and since I have a writer's block atm, car pictures is the current trend....for the time being anyways.

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Today I was betrayed by someone I thought to be my friend. I don't know exactly if I really want to go into details or not, but I have since removed him from everything he was a part of. I blocked him here and on Furaffinity, I removed him from my email contacts and cellular contacts, and I blocked him on all of my messengers. I believe we have reached a point of no return. We had some good times together. Such a shame we could never literally meet in any way more personal than a Skype video call. I had hoped to actually meet him directly in person one day so that I could hug him and maybe even shake his hand. But, alas, that'll never be. So, apart from one final exam and my working part time job, I won't have much else to do.

What emotion do I feel right now? Anger? Perhaps some. Sadness? Oh yes, lots and lots of sadness. I know that there are other emotions, but I cannot really think of any. My mind is too clouded with despair to really contemplate anything else. The person with a million OCs (Original Characters) now has no place to put them. Plans were in the works to get something nice set up a little later. A better variation of something we had attempted already. But, it'll never come to pass.

I guess this goes to show that the only person you can ever truly trust is yourself. I won't list this person's name, because he might say something to potentially undermine what I am currently stating. Almost 28 years old and after 8 years of near continuous friendship, it ends so abruptly. I really don't know what to say or feel. To be honest, I don't know if I want to continue on. I mean, this just sucks beyond words. There is nothing to really describe how I feel right now.

I wonder if there is a way to die early without committing suicide and going straight to Hell.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Nightwish
  • Reading: Auto & RV
  • Watching: MLP: FIM
  • Playing: GTA IV
  • Eating: Fried Chicken
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

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Phoenix Drake
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I am as I appear....a decent and average furson and this is me after I finally decided to get a picture of myself on DA. It took a few years to gather trust here....but I have it now. From Greentown to Melbourne back to Greentown and now this pic here in Kokomo. Dibs on the 2 Challengers.

Current Residence: Behind you.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Why do you want to know my clothing size?
Favourite genre of music: Metal/Rock
Favourite photographer: Myself.
Favourite style of art: Don't have one.
Operating System: Pens, Staroffice, Digital Camera
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
Skin of choice: Fur, I am Kangaroo
Favourite cartoon character: Yosemite Sam
Personal Quote: Hey, get on with it!
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DrChrisman Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the Favs:D
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NIKON-AJ Featured By Owner 3 days ago   Photographer
Thanks for the Favourites
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damenster Featured By Owner May 7, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the faves
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NIKON-AJ Featured By Owner May 5, 2015   Photographer
Thanks for the Favourites :)

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NIKON-AJ Featured By Owner May 3, 2015   Photographer
Thanks for the Favourites
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damenster Featured By Owner May 3, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the faves
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DrChrisman Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the Fav:D
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NIKON-AJ Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015   Photographer
Thanks for the Favourites
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NIKON-AJ Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015   Photographer
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